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Written 9 days ago
Although I know my love for you won't last long
Change, but now my heart still only has you.
Although I understand that we may never see each other again or have any contact after junior high school, gradually becoming distant from each other, and eventually forgetting each other, the last time you showed me that sentence really touched me.
I am already very happy that you can let me know what you want to express. I don't want to be with you (no one knows if we will really be together in the future), I just hope that the temporary feelings towards each other will not fade away in the long stream of time.
I was thinking, if I hadn't added you on WeChat back then; If I didn't know you back then; If we had kept our distance back then; If it weren't for... then we probably wouldn't have had the story behind us.
After returning, I thought for a moment and realized that we still have a long way to go. I cannot ruin your future just because of my own selfish desires. Although I really want to celebrate the New Year with you in 2029, by then, our relationship may not be the same as it is now, and even being friends may not count as much.
Even though we are not in a romantic relationship, I am still afraid that you will like someone else. Although this possessive desire without identity is the most ridiculous, I have ten thousand reasons to miss you, but there is no identity to invite you to meet. But I am still very happy to meet you from a sea of 8.1 billion people. Isn't this a kind of fate?
Although I have time and energy to wait for you to keep your promise and come back, no one can predict the future world. Don't worry, I will give you a chance to change your mind later.
For someone with OCD, it is difficult to abandon their principles. When I was in elementary school, I secretly swore to love only one person in my life, and that position was given to that person. (The later story is not convenient to tell here, if you want to know, we can discuss it privately.) Since then, I have never truly liked anyone. Until I met you, it was my idea to change this principle. I'm not someone who likes you, but rather your personality, personality, and the traits I like about you (although your legs are really good)
Look).
You must not know that last time we went to the pedestrian street, didn't you say you didn't want to find a boyfriend when you were in junior high school? Because of this sentence, I felt an unprecedented heartache. I had emo all night, couldn't sleep well all night, and used a whole pack of paper all night. I didn't know why I felt inexplicable heartache after hearing your words at the time, but later I gradually realized that my feelings for you had exceeded the scope of being a friend.
It's almost 2024, and I want to celebrate the New Year with you, but I don't have a suitable identity to express this to you. I once tried to let go of you, but I couldn't let go. Thank you for the wonderful time you have brought me
Memory, I will always remember the day when I confessed my feelings to you
Every day you spend together.
Finally, I want to tell you that l love you.
